Journey Through Grief -

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I have worked on my grief for 10 years,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], 10 whole years.?That loop of grief would get occasional relief,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], relief that would sometimes last a few weeks. Some of the edges were smoothed.?There was hope that I would be whole again for a bit. I would fall back into that pit of grief every,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], single time for 10 years.? I can’t even imagine the frustration my friends went through, trying to help me help myself with every, single modality that was available. I failed every time. I finally resigned myself to “make the best of it” (sigh).? How am I helping others heal from their wounds,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], when I can’t even help myself ??
And yet, I am helping others. I have their testimonials.?I can see how their lives have changed for the better.?How come I can do for others what I wish and pray for myself?
Questions would form. Is it Karma? What have I done in a past life that I am paying for here?? How about Psychic Cords?? How many do I have? How can I get rid of them? Is it a curse? Is it a contract? Did I put it on myself? Did someone from another lifetime do it? Is my soul shattered? Do I need a soul retrival? Uhhh...ya think??Didn’t I get enough love? Am I truly not enough? Do I truly not deserve? Is it in the water? How about vitamins and minerals? How about diet?
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The healing needle in the haystack was never found.? Aaargh.....the frustration and hopelessness levels at times went off the charts,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], ? And,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I would work on each and every possible solution as it came up.
Josephine has become proficient in the Sacred G Breath, Breath Of LOVE,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], EFT,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], QE, QT,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], Reiki, Crystals and Tuning forks,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], The “Why” Question, and “Be Set Free Fast”
I have not “had to” be in grief since that day. The memories stay, and I remember so much more,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], without feeling the loss. The life we shared has taken on a gentleness, a tenderness that has been missing for 10 years. That life has finally integrated into this life. A balance has been achieved. The prison of grief is gone!!
And.........the true healing started with Cory Herter's Sacred G Breath.
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Bless you Core, you will always be my hero and mentor ,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]!!!
I went to Corey Herter’s weekend workshop and I could see everyone around me getting relief from all sorts of pain and I could see their healing. I saw years melt away from their faces, eyes brighten, people got taller. Huh? Here we go again,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]!!!? One more thing that won’t work for me, but,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], it will work for you.?That is enough for me, it has had to be enough!!!
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On the second day of the 2 day workshop,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], we were doing the Breath of LOVE in triads.?My turn came,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych],[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I was sobbing uncontrollably. Jay Joseph and Jodi Flesberg Lilly were my partners.? I think we went through 2 or 3 levels.......and it was gone.? I could not find the grief lurking around.? We broke the loop.?OMG, it was like turning off a switch.? I do not have to live there anymore. The grief is gone to this day.?Sure, I miss him at times. Sure,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I remember the love we shared.?Of course, I would prefer to have him around in the physical.
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